Darling is a part time coach now

Happy to know that darling is a part time coach now..but feel sad also, cos he is working hard and very tired every evening after work..and yet, he'll coach for an hour...all bcos of earning some part time income...really makes me feel bad and guilty..am sitting at home sulking, brooding, looking for a job and darling is very sanfu here..

i hope he is not looking for a new job any time soon..cos i know his job is stressful as well...hope he can tahan longer..

PS pics (again...)

haihhh..another post about PS..looks like i'm very very excited and kan cheong about the whole thing..googled about "Vogue Collection ss2 photo album" and many more keywords, hoping to search for more PS photos taken at VC...just to see how the couples pose, smile, the makeup, hairdo..maybe i can use it forn my reference..yeah, definitely will use it for my reference..

Other brides are pretty..long hair, oval face, clear complexion. Me leh? Short hair, SQUARE face, lotsa blemishes. Dunno if May can cover them up nicely..and style a nice hairdo for me...

gosh gosh gosh...i want to look pretty, and cute, and sweet...can i? can i?

PS day..coundown

PS day is finally coming..it's this Sunday! Gosh..and my face is still...the same...pimples blemishes still there..really hope the MUA can use a great foundation and concealer to cover them up nicely.

Please...please...no new pimples popping out..please dont! I can't bear it!

Saw Mel's PS pics..Min Min's pics..and of course, Clare's pics..ALL very nice..of course, they are pretty babes with nice features AND oval shape face, unlike mine..SQUARE. Tats why, I have my limitations. Bcos of my SQUARE face. Haihhh..i can't do anything to change it..I'm born with it. Inherited from my dad. So? What can i do? Accept it lor..

Will I know how to pose and smile naturally? Will darling know how to do the same? Will we look good together? Will the makeup and hairdo look nice on me, especially on my SQUARE face? Haihhh....so many worries...now i truly understand why other brides are having the same kan cheongness like me...its really dreadful! I guess I will not put so high expectation on the outcome..otherwise, i'll be disappointed like Chrystine. Just expect something natural and simple, and hope for NICE outcome.

Must remember to save the bride pics in the camera and bring it on PS day..show them to Wing and May..hope they'll know what to do on me ler...

Hope my ampoules and eyelashes can be used...I dont want to waste money on that day buying from them. Cut throat!

Praying and praying that my makeup and hairdo will suit me WELL and NO RAIN on sunday. Can be cloudy, yeah..better be cloudy, so we wont sweat so much..but please please NO RAIN in Putrajaya!

Interview(s)

Been to few interviews, and also done few telephone interviews. Some really sucks, especially phone interviews. It's like i'm talking from a script, everything is scripted like a story.

Like today, received a call from eknowhow.com. That caller speaks with a British accent. Not sure if she is really a Brit or simply faking the accent. Anyway, asked me to tell her abt myself. Ok, maybe I was a bit long winded into my story, but she cut me short when I was talking halfway. As if she wasnt listening from the beginning at all. What a crap "interviewer". Bah! I wasn't even interested lah!

Well, am waiting for Astro's good news. tried calling Ganesh today, hope to give him some pressure to speed things up, but stupid line nobody pickup. Shit, hope their HR won't screw things up.

Am also hoping for CIMB, but need to wait for 2 weeks. Damn long. I saw in the manager's file got so many other applicants' files...looks like my chances are less than 50%. Probably 30%. But one good thing abt this job is..location is great. Its at Sogo. Is there a new building there? tried to google but cant find any. But the previous office was at Bangunan LTAT, Bkt Bintang..lagi near!

well, altho i have an offer from Dindings, I'm NOT AT ALL excited. In fact, i almost gave up...low salary, chinaman style, loads of work. I'll be working under a lady which I dont find her 'amusing' and nice as a superior. Ssshhhh, crap!

Astro Astro...altho the work is kinda hard and location is kinda far..but, for the sake of higher pay and FREE astro for ALL channels..i'm praying hard for miracles next week! Pleaseeeeeee...

Yasmin Ahmad passed away

Haihhhh...another sad news...Yasmin Ahmad had passed away yesterday nite. Saw a friend posted this message in Facebook. I know her situation was very critical.. cos stroke and brain haemorrhage...Gosh, life is so fragile...

Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, Teoh Beng Hock, Yasmin Ahmad...so sad...May all of them R.I.P.

PS Day coming up...

Haihhh...PS day with Vogue Collection is coming up..in fact, it's next Sunday! Gosh, so soon! I'm not fully prepared for it at all...AT ALL!!!!

My face..well, I'm still doing the baking soda exfoliation and egg white + lemon juice mask thingy everyday till PS Day..till now, no drastic improvement on the pimple marks except blackheads and whiteheads are almost gone (which is a good thing).

My nubra...bought it at Sg Wang for RM19.90 but only tried it on once...but what the heck is wrong with the front buckle? Can't seem to buckle them together...not only that, I dont know how to stick and wear them! Gosh..how to have good cleavage on PS Day????

My hair...shit! Truly regretted cutting it at Kimarie. Now it's shorter with lotsa layers. Dunno if the MUA can style them well or not..especially with my square face, I cant have updo hairstyle like those oval face brides...arrghhh...hate it!!!!

Yeah, need to check with darling on his long sleeve shirts too...if dont have the right color, then will need to buy.

I sure do hope the fake eyelashes and collagen ampoule can be used on that day...I dont want to fork out rm100++ again on PS day!

Shit...need to do my nails also..still short now, not sure can do french manicure or not...otherwise, just file and paint them nicely.

Bummer...need to buy wedding shoes too. Belum beli lagi! I know there're sale everywhere now. So, yeah, ok...will go to MV to have a look next week. If not, will just buy from Sg Wang. Luckily I know the type of shoe that I want. So, I hope my shoe hunting will not be hard.

Hmm, need to save those nice Vogue PS photos in darling's camera and show them to Wing and the MUA on that day...just to make sure Wing knows what sort of style I like and the MUA knows wat sort of makeup and hairdo will fit me.

How to pose and smile naturally for the camera? Tat's the hard part! Need to show the good and lousy pics (good tat i have samples) to darling so he knows how to smile, behave during PS. Its important tat the groom smile nicely and naturally too. I saw a few couple's PS photos not nice cos the groom was smiling so....ermmm...well, not natural la.

I guess...tat's abt it for the PS Day...oh yeah, will bring my Pooh bear and Dinga cat too..in case we need them for the MV and photos..

Nevertheless, will also check MB forum for the PS day checklist..so I wont miss out on the important details..

Gosh...countdown starts d...very kan cheong! I want to look nice on PS day...I want my selected photos to look nice..sweet...natural...can? can?

My beauty regime for now..

Ok, after doing rounds of research on the Net, I've finally found a simple (ok, actually not so simple, but can laaa) and cheap way to get rid of my pimple marks.

After using my gel cleanser (curently using Vichy, but will use Cellnique's seaweed cleanser after I go to Cres), I exfoliate with baking soda, then put on egg white + lemon juice mask, tone with ACV + green tea and apply moisturizer.

So far, altho my pimple marks (especially the hated and dreaded mark near my lips) are still visible, my skin does seem to look fairer, and the blackheads and whiteheads are 95% gone! That's a very good thing for me, at least! I'm so glad! Last time, I used to have lotsa stubborn black and whiteheads around my nose and chin area. Now, almost all gone! Amazing!

Guess the baking soda thingy really works, altho can sting the face if put on longer. Not bad..if i continue to do this regime until my AD, I hope my blemishes, pimple marks will be gone or very very very less visible! Cos I want my clear skin back!!!

Finally...

I think using "Finally" to start this blog is a good thing...cos, I've been procrastinating everyday...after reading many ppl's blogs, from politics to beauty to recipes, i think it's abt time i write something too...something abt me, abt the things around me..just to treat this blog as an avenue for me to express myself.

Ok, so...today, 26 July 2009...I've officially started my blog..Sugarbaby's rants..hehe, so many things to rant eh? Oh well..there are things which I cant tell anyone, not even my darling...so, i have to tell someone or "something"...so, I've chosen to tell my blog...great!